Blameworthiness

It's raining bad and the thought of wanting to jog now is impossible to control but no I only woke up to feed my fishes. For not having much to say lately here, I am to blame. As cliche as this may sound, it is like having to question myself what my purpose is for living and as translated it is saying, "Just let me die" which is overly used by many adolescent girls these days.

Like feeling vulnerable and not wanting to do anything about it, instead going on to wallow in self pity out loud. And an irony it is for I am not on those sides who "relish" in such self indulgence. Call me blunt but this is it, such people are fond of such indulgence and the pity or another nicer word, comfort, they get is amazingly addictive. It gets them going and the comfort doesn't die off. No offence intended but hats off to such people. Yes I mean it in a sincere way.

Since I don't know where this is going, I should go back to sleep. I hope all of you will have a good day.
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