I'm sorry

I was just reading through my past updates and it kinda took half of me.. I mean, i'm never a person who really fancied looking back at things, thoughts of past are perfectly fine but definitely not pictures or words. I cringe at the very look of such things cause I always without fail, think I am stuck up and stupid and mean whether in pictures or words wise.
So to cut the crap, what I am trying to say is, I am honestly terribly sincerely sorry if I come off as a really stuck up bitch cause I am nothing like that... But maybe I just lack self confidence. I honestly can't confirm which is which. But i'm always afraid to do things.

So I was thinking of changing the way I update this site but then I decided to shrug off that thought. I mean I only have this site to express half of me and as quoted from I can't remember where but somewhere, "You fuck the rest and do what you want". I can't possibly satisfy everyone around me can I? I guess I can only sincerely give what I really am to the people around me. So yes.. I am terribly terribly sorry if I really do seem stuck up.. or unfeeling.. or retarded or anything negative. My most sincere apologies.

I keep thinking im a really terrible horrible stuck up bitch for god knows why.. I think I express more here cause I don't really know how to express myself in real life to people. I'm awfully cynical and besides that i'm just terrible at expressing in real life. I am a tad bit better when it comes to typing so thank god for that! So yea, thus I may come off as stuck up. So these are my reasons and I hope it's valid enough. Actually this isn't neccesary is it? Ah yes, I am not that unfeeling after all huh. Hahaha!

So Snaily Chen is on my site now getting eargasms. Haha I love you snail.

Once again, my deepest deepest apologies if i've hurt any of you or if i've appeared negative.