Rationality

Insensitivity and impassiveness may be the words to describe my outer but I would gladly appreciate it if you do not apply it for my inner being. I am after all nothing but mortal and made to feel with every part of me. I very much do not like to comply, and to stay with what my outer brings out but no choices is given is there?

And should I not be in the very least perturbed by it? I'm not too sure really. I brought these range of emotions upon myself and I have got no one to blame for. Wallow in self pity which many would but I will not abide by.

As much as I would like to find a reason for me to be bothered by it, it will serve me no purpose now. And finally as everything sinks in; that it is the past and let bygones be bygones, every inch of me burns with fatigue, head as light as feather. I need sleep.

I am sorry for being completely absurd and difficult but it is completely impossible to offer a rational behaviour when Love is involved.