Selfish

You know the times where you deluded yourself of happiness? Or the times where you thought, "Yes this is the key to my happiness and it will be it for now.", because it was out of desperate measures to stop the scrambling of your numbness and the ache so hollow it echoes?

And of course the love for the key to your happiness does grow and is there, but it isn't enough. But little did you know that whatever for, for the scramble of your numbness overpowers that key to your happiness. It is crooked of you and all things wrong but how do you get back on track? It is exactly like the consumption of drugs. You thirst for it, you would do anything for those pills in your mouth. When I say anything, I mean even losing your humanity values.

And though it is not enough and it is nobody's fault but yours for the insufficiency, how do you step out of the months of reliance and love you feel for that key of happiness? How do you give your key of happiness, their own rightful key of happiness?