Deluding

Issues with the heart is an unsettling, emotionally disturbing and soul ripping encounter.
You have got almost nothing to offer but only the real you while you hope against all odds that it is of sufficiency
On many encounters, it is just the hormones, it is just you.
Your heart plays this game that you are not up for and not in knowledge of and it tells you that it is steering right when in actual fact, it is steering left.
You know this fact like you know the night time sky at the back of your hand but you don't acknowledge this act.
You delude yourself further, leaving all truths behind. These are only figments of your imagination but where are you? Where exactly are you?
Issues with the heart is no plain jane.