Enough

Been dabbling with whatever emotional bleeding wound whether self inflicted or not for a solid gold month or even more. Who even counts? So you know, the picking of wound, pouring of a bit more salt, investigating carefully, hands-on fixing kinda thing? Not very much in a good way but still....

So I finally got my feeble little disarrayed self on the guitar and played Angus&Julia and learnt Coldplay's yellow. Been so away I feel a tiny weeny beeny bit better with lovely tunes like such. Time to step it all up even if the other half of me won't allow it. Also, I saw this lovely woody ukelele and I am up to getting it if it sounds very delightful.

Getting my ass to town soon to maybe get myself a lipstick of beautiful shade, a couple of good books and strike them off my book list, maybe also walk around and breathe all the scents of people who walk by me and keep them in my memory untill I am home. Also going to twist my finger and hope for the best it'll last. No not twist my finger. What do you call it. You know when you're praying hard and you do the twisting of 2 fingers sign? It's not called twist finger whats wrong with me. OKAY FORGET IT. I'm going to pray that as my ass wags from left to right while I walk in town after lipstick and books, it will radiate happiness. Actually peace is enough. Happiness is kinda overboard.
I still really want to desperately know what you call that twisting finger thing. I honestly cannot remember at all. AND YES I DO KNOW THAT WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!! The words are so vague that I shall figure it out hopefully by tomorrow. Hopeless.

I cannot remember what else I wanted to pen down before this twisting finger thing came... OHH I am watching Misty Miller's interview with vogue. I really like Misty Miller. Her nose ring. Damn. Angelic voice and crazily fascinating. I am also slowly improving in chinese though I am still sleeping in class.

Alright forget it this is probably going nowhere once again with my drifting away being of such frequency. Good night all. Have a wonderful Friday!
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