Ways

The sun is burning with a bit of wind in it and I am wanting to help myself so i'm going to do the clothes, sweep and mop the floor, dress up and get going for Clark quay. I am crazily hoping I won't get lost, once again. I know I mention alot about getting lost because really, my direction sense is blinded and I always try to refrain from asking directions unless I am about to break in tears which most oftenly.. Always happens. Time to rid that hopeless ego.

Been listening to alot of Radiohead. I love Radiohead though the tendency of distancing myself more. Reckoner is good. I love 15 steps. Where you end and I begin. Nude. Definitely, All I Need. Last flowers. Weird fishes/arpeggi. Go slowly. And alot more that I will find in time to come. Funny how it is not the song that is on the top hit that you sway to after listen to the whole of an album. It probably isn't just me feeling this way. Tim and I will definitely go see them if they ever come.

I miss Tim. I miss Tim so much that when i'm not busy distracting myself, when I am happily sipping coffee or when I am thinking of what to pen down, it tugs on my heart strings, it stings me. It's barely a day but I am more gone than before. I hope Tim is safe in that cold climate, fighting well. I hope he comes home to us soon.

Lastly, deepest deepest condolences to the earthquake and tsunami attack in Japan and to family members/friends that has lost their dear ones. It is tragic. Helplessly heartbreaking though not many feels the same way. Time to offer a prayer or two for it does no harm nor does it take lives. I hope all of you will do fine.