Chilling out to Two Door Cinema Club and to the thought of having my books arrive at my door step in about a week or who knows, maybe even tomorrow. Now is where the contemplations start between resting and going back to burying my head in those books.. Good luck to my upcoming exams and to the despondent self once the results received.

Anyhoos, alot has been going on recently and I am glad to say that I have found one who is willing to walk patiently with me through whatever states I may be in and always giving unconditional attention whenever needed. Though of course in just merely 2 months we've been through quite a bit and it certainly is too soon to say anything, i'm hoping we'd pull through. Anyway today the dear boy and I revealed quite alot of our really unglamorous sights/habits that I have come to realise that I have been simply too self conscious so yayyyyyyyyyy, problems almost solved. I can be my comfy and yet ugly me with him.

The thing is that.... I am so so so awfully tired right now that I understand if whatever i am saying makes no freakin sense at all.... i've been so deprived of shopping and sleep that I think its the thing thats causing the turmoil in me. i could sit right here and right now and doze off in a minute. ps, i'd really like to eat dim sums now too. pss, i need to shower

the bed is screaming for me now so poof off i go