Self-centered

For the last few days of March, things that swirled around day to day proved dead to me that you stand alone and no one gives two shits to whether or not your face spells helpless or you're begging for help while engulfed in damn tears. And yea it doesn't matter if you do really care for people because you're just an army of soldier by yourself at the end of the day. It just can't sink into my thick stubborn skull that people REALLY ARE this self damn centered. It disgusts me but I will not submit to such behaviour, such disgusting, cold, heartless human behaviour. This is everything that I will not become and lending a helping hand to an incapable one does not lead you to a damn grave. Clarifying this, I must say I am not in the least fuming but I am bewildered by such act from humans.. Imagine if the world was made up of only these self-centered humans, what the hell would become of this damn world? I'm sorry but my mum taught me to never be a self centered douche bag but then again, how many can I help with so many self-centered humans overpowering me? Humans are a load of shit and are concerned about nothing but themselves. Humans so disgustingly self-indulging in such acts. When did we ever learn to be this evil hearted, this unkind?

As day passes it makes me highly doubt the "sincerity" people say to have in them. What the hell is kindness in a world like such anyway. Having been in class for only 9 hours for 5 days a week and experiencing such overwhelming form of selfishness from classmates and teachers, it is for sure that the working world for me will be even more outrageous.

This makes it even harder for me to have any form of respect for humans but I am glad Tim, Agnes, my mother and hopefully a few more to come, are nothing of such at all.