The key

The way to get me, the way to unlock me, I wish I knew. I wish I could give instructions because then, I am free like a bird, I am no caged up elephant. My inner is like a maze but with no exits. You walk with a constant hoping in your inside that I may give you an open light but all you see are walls and walls of nothing. Discouraging but I am sorry. My outside devoids of emotions but not the case it is for the inside. How do I explain? Does it tick you off because I do know I already am with myself. A solid plateform is what I have been chasing wildy after but how solid, is solid? How much stability will be given? There comes a point of time where you get tired of working things out alone. There comes a point of time where an urgency of protection is needed but the world is such that no one cares enough to realize. I am walking on a thin line and this line of my only dependability is burning on fire. When I really fall, who is to account for but myself.
You piece of over sensitive shit. You piece of moron that fills yourself with unnecessary negativity. You piece of blind stubborn woman that goes against anything beautiful. Brace the hell up already.