Sacrifices

Spent the night at Bubba's place last Saturday, ensuring we get quality time in amidst how busy he's been getting. Jamming to love songs dedicating them to me while I admire him like never before. I must've looked hopelessly in love. It's always the best feeling to wake up with his arms around me while getting kisses.

It's 1211am now, he's still hustling when most are getting ready for bed. We've just ended a phone call, updating each other of what's been going on though he picked me up in the early noon to have lunch together. Just yesterday, this precious sweetpea had so much going on at work and had to still attend classes till night. Despite that he came down to spend an hour of quality time.

The truth is, I could tell you bout out arguments but it would take awhile for me to recall them. However, ask Me about the times he has sacrificed for us  and I'd tell you in an instant. We grow older by the day but understand that sacrifices is necessary to keep the love and connection alive, something so many people aren't willing to put into the relationship they've got. Thinking bout how we've got the same wavelength with regards to so much in life makes me count my blessing every day, even in the tedious period of our relationship.

He is truly, my best friend. I don't say this in the good times because it's still been tedious on us. I just think we've grown to understand and cater more to each other's needs with every obstacle we go through.

These days it's hard to go a day without seeing each other. Its hard being away from him. I still struggle to say goodbye, I still lie in bed with heart aches while he's hustling. I wonder if he's okay, if he's hungry, if he might want to share his thoughts with me. I wonder about him all the time. It's been more than 2 years, you'd expect feelings and the level of commitment to dwindle down into nothingness, but no not with a man like him. I am absolutely thankful that he meets me halfway in this love we share, that we're both willing to go the extra mile for each other. Truly, a man of upright morals and values, who works so extremely hard and is so intelligent, a man who would love me right to the best of his abilities.

Still, I miss you, every day but always in my heart despite the physical distance.