Hello all :) It's been long since i've given a good old smiley face and you guys do not deserve such unrewarding treatment, so more smiley faces for all you awesome people who have stuck with me and this space of emotional ride that I can only offer. Yes for you too even if you aren't here for good purposes. :) :) :) :) :)
Also, a new lil gadget up on this site if you're observant enough. I doubt anyone would like to communicate with a mind so passive like mine but still... There you go guys. Music, books, movies, advices, thoughts or negative reviews about my emotions or the whole of me etc, go ahead honey pies.
Remember I mentioned I went to India? It was scotching hot and the spices added to it. Nothing detailed cause I am not of such... Utmost apology darlings. But we had Indian rojak from the best stall introduced by Agnes, Masala tea for her and Ginger tea for myself. She struggled with hers though but it was pretty awesome. Thereafter, shopping and we got crazy good loots. Ended off with butter naan and naan with the scrummy good curries.
Lovely lovely Agnes.
Trying to be funny.
Butter naan and naan which is your look-alike prata and curries.
Her very spastic face
Masala and ginger tea
Indian rojak with finger lickin' sauce
A good ride to India. Next stop, China Town and I cannot wait.
I've been on music alot more lately. Scratch that... When have I not really been? Radiohead's new album is growing on me each passing day. Check out our own Singapore Talent, Inch Chua's cover of lotus flower. It's crazy. I've been loving Dry The River too. Underrated musicians really. The whole lot more below. Check them out guys.
Crazy stuff huh.
Being frank, I think I worsened today but i'm not allowing myself to drift just yet. It's too much of a quickie that I cannot catch what I'm exactly feeling and what exactly is making me feel this way. I know for one that I miss Tim deeply and that it is pricking deeper and deeper into me. I wish to cut myself open and slowly unfold, leaving no room for such blinding and aching emotions. I think it has always been the truths that I've been after but what have you got even after truths is in your hands? Such emotions is like slow-death. Painful but it will not be your last breath yet. What the hell. This must definitely be some love-hate relationship.
I don't know what else to say, how else... To explain but I am wrecked. Even worse if I don't off from here now. I don't know when i'll be back or what i'll be back with. Maybe a week later with a sentence that leaves people, even myself clueless. Maybe tomorrow, all jolly and well.
We will see.
I hope all you guys who aren't feeling good will feel better and those who are good will feel even better.
xx
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